22-05-2017, 10:20 PM
I had crossdressing desires as early as I can remember which then went into full blown underdressing by the 2nd grade (Raiding the mother's supply eheh). We didn't have internet at the time and no one showed me crossdressing was a thing. I had an inkling that boys were not supposed to wear girls things from people around me but this didn't stop me. I Just had a natural pull to the femme side in this existence and was shunned at an early age to feel disgrace and shame if we wear the opposite gender's clothes.
Most people throw the bible at me, and my Parents catching me while I was sleeping once was something intense. I still remember every minute of that night and it was almost 20 years ago and the shame of being a sissy was immense and my parents proclaiming to me it's just a phase did not help much.
I get it, that catching your Son in female clothes must be awkward for young parents such as mine. (Only happened once with many more close calls there after)
I was a typical boy growing up (minus the crossdressing) with big muscles and plenty of hair all over my body. I played Football and was a discus and Shot Put thrower. I never had much chest hair but I can grow a full beard and still have one today.
These desires left me for a while after I turned 18 and really started to get involved with females and partying. I had no time to think of it or even participate, it went full on compartmentalized until last year. Somehow I found out about epilators and how amazing the hair removal is. The main reason I stopped crossdressing was because I hated to shave as the hair would be right back as stubble the following Morning and I felt like I could never be femme with that so I just stopped all together.
Now I have a kick ass routine and my legs stay smooth for a whole week! On top of this, the estrogen is also causing the hair to grow slower and slower as well as a pumice stone I use to retard it. I have noticed some spots are refusing to grow back when I tried to regrow it. It took 8 weeks to look manly; sorta. If I were to go back to shaving I would probably only need to do it once a week or so just like females but I like epilating and it makes my legs silky smooth for quite a while. This was my achilles heel as it snowballed into the NBE eventually in a matter of months.
That's my basic Story ☺
hehe sorry for the wall of text.
Most people throw the bible at me, and my Parents catching me while I was sleeping once was something intense. I still remember every minute of that night and it was almost 20 years ago and the shame of being a sissy was immense and my parents proclaiming to me it's just a phase did not help much.
I get it, that catching your Son in female clothes must be awkward for young parents such as mine. (Only happened once with many more close calls there after)
I was a typical boy growing up (minus the crossdressing) with big muscles and plenty of hair all over my body. I played Football and was a discus and Shot Put thrower. I never had much chest hair but I can grow a full beard and still have one today.
These desires left me for a while after I turned 18 and really started to get involved with females and partying. I had no time to think of it or even participate, it went full on compartmentalized until last year. Somehow I found out about epilators and how amazing the hair removal is. The main reason I stopped crossdressing was because I hated to shave as the hair would be right back as stubble the following Morning and I felt like I could never be femme with that so I just stopped all together.
Now I have a kick ass routine and my legs stay smooth for a whole week! On top of this, the estrogen is also causing the hair to grow slower and slower as well as a pumice stone I use to retard it. I have noticed some spots are refusing to grow back when I tried to regrow it. It took 8 weeks to look manly; sorta. If I were to go back to shaving I would probably only need to do it once a week or so just like females but I like epilating and it makes my legs silky smooth for quite a while. This was my achilles heel as it snowballed into the NBE eventually in a matter of months.
That's my basic Story ☺
hehe sorry for the wall of text.