[Myranda]

This is where seeing a therapist is important. I think many of us test the waters with PM or BO on our own and its not until we decide to transition that we finally see a therapist. I've been in that boat with a few of my trans friends saying I should go see a therapist. I keep balking because I know that will start to put things in motion that I'm not entirely ready for yet. 


However, I think for any of us that start to think hrt is going to "fix" things, definitely need to see a therapist and talk things through first. We can only get so much guidance from forums.

I have been seeing a Therapist for a while now about this and other issues.  Through my therapist, I thought I had come to an understanding of what was driving these types of thoughts.  But a lot of it is all interconnected in my psyche, and it has all come to a head.  my current personal situation has not helped any, and in part was caused by all of this, so it is a vicious cycle.