[Myranda]

Hi Julie,

this is an interesting topic. It would mean there are basically two distinct populations with different reactions to HRT.

Either way the logical conclusion for everyone that feels like that is to start HRT as soon as possible. In one case it would quell the obsession and in other case it would lead to sooner transition with possibly better results. Either way it would lead to better quality of life...

Or not?

Poly

Poly, exactly my connumdrum.  I have no idea what to do.  I mean this seems to support the idea that I should start HRT.  But gah, s till scary.  I mean it will either be absolutely horrible and unbearable, or mean that I have been lying to myself for so long, (either intenionally this last year or so, or unintentionally my whole life).

I guess I know what I'm talking to my therapist about next week.