[Myranda]

Interesting ?

More of Julies musings , am afraid ,
 
While reading the Crossdreamer site , there is a thread which mentions
The wish and the need too transition,
If you’re a crossdreamer then you “may” have simply the wish and think your Transsexual when not, but if you are Transsexual then the wish may or will become a biological need.
Sometimes HRT is the only way to know ?
In other words some crossdreamers thought they were TS , went on low dose HRT and discovered they were not TS, and either stopped or continued at low dose,
Some opened and fuelled the Pandora box and very quickly discovered they were not crossdreamers and were in fact TS and now women,
Some, discovered they were crossdreamers and just carried on anyway as HRT made life easier,
What a tangled and bloody difficult life we lead
 
Julie

Julie, this is exactly where I am right now.  I m in this dream state and am terrified to wake up and find out the "truth"  and is what I had been talking to my therapist and GD about early this year. As long as I have been monitoring my T (about 5 years now, it has never been much above 500, even when on Clomid when the wife and I were going through IVF. Off of Clomid it is down to about 200 or so. So I hink what scares the hell out of me, is that if I start HRT, that I will react very well or quickly to the E.