[jannet.duff]

Hi all,

After a bit of a weekend of unexpected firsts (going to pub sort of dressed!) just wanted to see if anyone else has experienced a tipping point where you know this is only going to end up with a full transition.

I realised Saturday that thats where I am more or less - it might not be next week or month but is definitely going to happen - I cant hide the physical changes anymore - or with great difficulty and have found myself sliding more and more into incorporating more and more feminity even if in male mode.  I realised today how I speak has really changed - not the voice just how I am saying things.  Spent today thinking at work about it and how it would be nowhere near as bad as I feared (barring the initial few weeks) and how much more I can get away with no-one seemingly been aware.  I pretty much admitted to my sister that this was going to up with me transitioning yesterday - it kind of felt good to say the words.  The static in my brain has totally gone now for the first time in about 25 years (pre-puberty), I kind of actually feel alive for the first time in ages. 

To think this all started just over 13 months ago with more questions than answers.........I think I finally have my my answers!

Megan

P.S Am not rushing into anything - but feel like I could just explode at the moment trying to keep the lid shut on the box and I dont think I can keep the lid on much longer!

I think the further along we go, the deeper we become. I'm just waiting for an appointment with a new Dr in April. I hope to get on injections.