[polymorphis]

Dear Jazzmyne,

thank you for sharing your story. I think that you are not bothering anyone and that your story is definitely not corny. And I can relate, because I experienced something similar and not once... However, for me it was not about accepting I am transgendered, because I know it since my early puberty and possibly even earlier. For me it was mostly about accepting the true extent of my condition and it too happened at night and it was very similar to what you have experienced. Be happy that for you it was connected only to positive feelings!   For me, it was not that easy. I remember several nights of anxiety, anguish and struggle to accept what I felt.

I agree it is good idea to explore it more with a therapist. I believe that for us, transgeder people, it is important to acknowledge our condition. I think that for us self-exploration is not an option as in other people, but rather an imperative. Without this acceptance we are not able to fully develop our personality, because I think many problems we face are rooted in our transgender status.

So be prepared for a great adventure!