[Alanah]

Wellp I'm a ways into mine, and I still have no idea of what or who I'm looking for in a relationship, or if I even want one.

My attraction to women before I started transitioning was purely physical and full of pain and confusion. With the physical part grinding to a halt because of testosterone blockers, I finally have a sense of peace.

Feeling like I am adequate or complete enough to share my life with someone is a pretty important step too.

You typed out my exact thoughts Emma, can't wait to start hrt my first doctors appointment is Tuesday.