29-11-2016, 06:19 PM
That is my problem, not that I want to live full time as female but would like to move seamlessly between both worlds. The only positives I can tell right now, is that I do not have a large Adam's Apple and my shape is shifting with PM. I am hopeful that the shape shifting really comes about when I start HRT this month.
I think the fact of waiting for "the other shoe to drop" is quite normal, in fact if you didn't worry that would be a worse concern. Maybe if you talk to a gender therapist??? There maybe another underlying fact that is worrying you?
I hope you work it out for in some ways I feel the same fear as you. The only difference is If I fail as an acceptable woman, it's not the end of the world for me, just a damper.
I think the fact of waiting for "the other shoe to drop" is quite normal, in fact if you didn't worry that would be a worse concern. Maybe if you talk to a gender therapist??? There maybe another underlying fact that is worrying you?
I hope you work it out for in some ways I feel the same fear as you. The only difference is If I fail as an acceptable woman, it's not the end of the world for me, just a damper.