21-11-2016, 02:20 PM
someone mentined that it might be nice to include How this situation came about in the first place so here`s part 2 if you will.
It wasn`t Planned! I didn`t wake up this morning knowing I was going to do this, rather the morning started off just exactly as any other morning really.
I wake up, put the coffee on, check the news whilst thats making, take my hormones with my coffee, get washed and dressed, electric shave, face cleanser then makeup on.
I got to the putting on makeup bit, more exactly the putting on eyeliner bit, when my wife points out that we have to go to the post office today, I`m like "oh sh!t, now you tell me".
I put down the eyelineras its the second last thing I put on anyway and grab another coffee.
I have 2 choices in my eyes, 1) I can take the whole lot off and force myself to goas "Him", OR (and I cant` beleive I even had this thought!) I can finish my makeup and go as myself.
I deliberate for a few mins over a hot coffee when my wife (not long back from hospital) says "don`t worry about it, I`ll go", Im like the hell you will!
I grab my coat and brand new lilac umberella that hadnt been used yet, touched up lipstick as my coffee cup was wearing nost of it, and walked out the front door!
I did actually walk past someone that I knew but they never recognised me, and it was so very very "Normal".
I came back to a High-5 and a Well Done, I did a curtsy and dropped the money on the bed with a big grin.
The End.
or is it!?
It wasn`t Planned! I didn`t wake up this morning knowing I was going to do this, rather the morning started off just exactly as any other morning really.
I wake up, put the coffee on, check the news whilst thats making, take my hormones with my coffee, get washed and dressed, electric shave, face cleanser then makeup on.
I got to the putting on makeup bit, more exactly the putting on eyeliner bit, when my wife points out that we have to go to the post office today, I`m like "oh sh!t, now you tell me".
I put down the eyelineras its the second last thing I put on anyway and grab another coffee.
I have 2 choices in my eyes, 1) I can take the whole lot off and force myself to goas "Him", OR (and I cant` beleive I even had this thought!) I can finish my makeup and go as myself.
I deliberate for a few mins over a hot coffee when my wife (not long back from hospital) says "don`t worry about it, I`ll go", Im like the hell you will!
I grab my coat and brand new lilac umberella that hadnt been used yet, touched up lipstick as my coffee cup was wearing nost of it, and walked out the front door!
I did actually walk past someone that I knew but they never recognised me, and it was so very very "Normal".
I came back to a High-5 and a Well Done, I did a curtsy and dropped the money on the bed with a big grin.
The End.
or is it!?