[jannet.duff]

Oh my gosh, oh my gosh OH MY GOSH!!!  The local support group just contacted me back today!  I was soooooo excited!!!  So they are supposed to meet for the first time in two weeks.  As some of you may or may not be aware, I have finally come out to my wife.  Though it did not go well, I did ask her last night if she minded if I attended.  This was of course before I even knew when they were going to meet.  She was not exactly thrilled since it would mean my NOT spending time with the family.    Looking at the time frame, it happens to coincide with the time that we would be going to Church with her family.  Ugh, not good!!!  That would just totally piss her off further if I were to "ditch" them to go.  So, hopefully she doesn't mind switching so we go this weekend with her family instead of next weekend.  Though when I tell her the reason, she may not be so inclined.  My head is spinning!!!  I am excited, I am scared, I am nervous, I am ... I am ... I am freaking out and rambling, and hyperventilating a bit.

Okay, okay, I'm better, I think, for now... yes, okay. AGH!!!!! No I am not, I am a myriad of emotions right now, oh my gosh, I think I am going to cry, I am smiling non stop, I think I've lost it!  Ha ha ha!  I am not sure I can handle anymore news, after last night, and now, I feel like a Yo-Yo, rocket to the bottom, and rocket right back to the top!!  EEEEEEEEK!!!!  I just wanted to share this with everyone, I am just super super excited at the moment.  

If it's a good group, they will not judge you for going on drab, I went to my support group for several weeks before they finally met Jannet.
If your real lucky, they will also have some spousal support.