14-09-2016, 04:40 AM
Thanks both of you. I've always had the inkling in the back of mind that I was trans, but after a long childhood of bullying and the recent revelations with my job I have been seeing a therapist. That said, I haven't touched this subject with her.
It's all associated with this deep shame and I guess I'm worried about the judgements and possible losing the therapist if I broach the subject.
As far as my physical changes, I have a beard at the moment and I've always been overweight. I was teased a lot as a kid for having moobs. I guess I feel I've got enough safety nets to explore my curiousity about the subject privately.
One thing that came to mind I guess is that my short experiments with BO a few years ago may have raised my hormone levels, which is why I'm getting such good results on Day 6
It's all associated with this deep shame and I guess I'm worried about the judgements and possible losing the therapist if I broach the subject.
As far as my physical changes, I have a beard at the moment and I've always been overweight. I was teased a lot as a kid for having moobs. I guess I feel I've got enough safety nets to explore my curiousity about the subject privately.
One thing that came to mind I guess is that my short experiments with BO a few years ago may have raised my hormone levels, which is why I'm getting such good results on Day 6