19-08-2016, 01:26 AM
So it has been nearly 4 weeks since stopping everything. Tomorrow I will redo my blood work and see how everything goes. Hopefully late Monday I will know where I sit normally without any herbs and such.
So mentally I guess I am doing okay. For the most part have been meh lately. Not sure if it is my adjusting to my new position at work, stress or what, but definitely not feeling as jubilant as I was before. Coincidental?? Perhaps.
So have I gone mental with desires to transition? No, I have not, I am for the most part still the same. I do miss the feeling of being balanced. I know that I am not happy being 100% male, not sure if I would be happy being 100% female. Being somewhere in the middle feels just right. I don't know, perhaps I am a bit odd wanting to be both.
Okay, now for the TMI section, feel free to skip this next part:
Last Chance....
As far as other things go, so morning wood returned about 2 weeks or so after stopping. Compulsive sexual urges returned about 2.5 - 3 weeks in. I think I did loose a bit of my development but overall still got some boobies.
Nipples are still über sensitive! I haven't been sleeping all that great, hard to go back to sleep when things are active at 3-4 in the morning. 
So mentally I guess I am doing okay. For the most part have been meh lately. Not sure if it is my adjusting to my new position at work, stress or what, but definitely not feeling as jubilant as I was before. Coincidental?? Perhaps.
So have I gone mental with desires to transition? No, I have not, I am for the most part still the same. I do miss the feeling of being balanced. I know that I am not happy being 100% male, not sure if I would be happy being 100% female. Being somewhere in the middle feels just right. I don't know, perhaps I am a bit odd wanting to be both.
Okay, now for the TMI section, feel free to skip this next part:
Last Chance....
As far as other things go, so morning wood returned about 2 weeks or so after stopping. Compulsive sexual urges returned about 2.5 - 3 weeks in. I think I did loose a bit of my development but overall still got some boobies.
Nipples are still über sensitive! I haven't been sleeping all that great, hard to go back to sleep when things are active at 3-4 in the morning.