[Pinnochia]

Well written piece of text, Pinnochia. I believe I understand what you've meant. My identity often undulates like waves. There are days I feel strong connection with my femininity and days I feel more as a male. Right now I experience several less feminine days and I already miss that feeling of contentment I had a few weeks ago. But it does not mean I want to fully get rid of my male side...

So I am, and maybe I always will be the dweller at the threshold...

Thanks Poli,,
When i was little and i played house with my cousins two girls,, i never wanted to be the father or mother,, I was the Dog-cat,,( trust me this was long before the cartoon,lol)

my point is i dont think i ever wanted to be just like everyone else,,