[polymorphis]

Well written piece of text, Pinnochia. I believe I understand what you've meant. My identity often undulates like waves. There are days I feel strong connection with my femininity and days I feel more as a male. Right now I experience several less feminine days and I already miss that feeling of contentment I had a few weeks ago. But it does not mean I want to fully get rid of my male side...

So I am, and maybe I always will be the dweller at the threshold...