19-04-2016, 01:18 PM
Hey Julie,
I've been having a think about this... about how things were before and after the switch to synths... but it's a bit tricky in my case because I switched to synths about a week after I publicly came out and started living full time.
There has been big changes since the switch. As you know I used to write TG fiction. Read it as well of course. When I came out I stopped. I was half way through writing a novel too! I'm sure tg fiction was a coping method for me. An escape.
When I started PM my books became less erotica and more romance. Then when I started WP I started writing the novel which is neither erotica or romance. Just a straight up TG story. I'd put these changes to my testosterone levels dropping rather than the PM.
Since switching to pharma/coming-out I don't fantasize about it any more. I do feel a WHOLE lot more content about myself but I don't know whether it was because of one or the other.
I've been having a think about this... about how things were before and after the switch to synths... but it's a bit tricky in my case because I switched to synths about a week after I publicly came out and started living full time.
There has been big changes since the switch. As you know I used to write TG fiction. Read it as well of course. When I came out I stopped. I was half way through writing a novel too! I'm sure tg fiction was a coping method for me. An escape.
When I started PM my books became less erotica and more romance. Then when I started WP I started writing the novel which is neither erotica or romance. Just a straight up TG story. I'd put these changes to my testosterone levels dropping rather than the PM.
Since switching to pharma/coming-out I don't fantasize about it any more. I do feel a WHOLE lot more content about myself but I don't know whether it was because of one or the other.