13-04-2016, 05:35 PM
Looking back now, and knowing what I know now (and didn`t back then), the only help I can give really is relate how I would have perhaps done things a little differently at one point in my journey.
It doesn`t matter at all now that I Didn`t do this, in fact I`m of the opinion of Why didn`t I do this sooner, you could say I`m happily past the point of no return now.
It`s at the point of taking PM or BO for the first time, look for signs of Elevated mood, smiling a lot for no real reason, feeling much more relaxed, possibly even euphoria, anxiety issues fading or absent.
these are just a few of the things to be alert to.
it`s at This point you`ll realise that as least Some part of your brain is wired female!
This is the Y split in the road if you like. you can Quit at this stage and never touch the stuff again (but you probably will if a good portion of your brain is Fem anyway, took me 30+ years!).
Or... you can carry on taking them (as I did) vowing to Never be off this stuff again
For me the effects were far to great, it astonishes me now looking back at just how much mental Crap I blindly accepted as being "Normal", and now knowing it doesn`t have to be that way at all, I`d sooner die than be T driven again, needless to say 3 months after being on high doses of PM,BO,GTE,SP and others, that I went over to Pharma and loved it ever since.
but it is at That point of Starting to feel changes that you still have a choice, beyond that... who knows? I didn`t
BTW, this doesn`t happen to everyone! I`m just amongst the "Worst" case scenarios (or best depending how you look at it), the problem is that you`ll simply not Know unless you peek.
It doesn`t matter at all now that I Didn`t do this, in fact I`m of the opinion of Why didn`t I do this sooner, you could say I`m happily past the point of no return now.
It`s at the point of taking PM or BO for the first time, look for signs of Elevated mood, smiling a lot for no real reason, feeling much more relaxed, possibly even euphoria, anxiety issues fading or absent.
these are just a few of the things to be alert to.
it`s at This point you`ll realise that as least Some part of your brain is wired female!
This is the Y split in the road if you like. you can Quit at this stage and never touch the stuff again (but you probably will if a good portion of your brain is Fem anyway, took me 30+ years!).
Or... you can carry on taking them (as I did) vowing to Never be off this stuff again
For me the effects were far to great, it astonishes me now looking back at just how much mental Crap I blindly accepted as being "Normal", and now knowing it doesn`t have to be that way at all, I`d sooner die than be T driven again, needless to say 3 months after being on high doses of PM,BO,GTE,SP and others, that I went over to Pharma and loved it ever since.
but it is at That point of Starting to feel changes that you still have a choice, beyond that... who knows? I didn`t
BTW, this doesn`t happen to everyone! I`m just amongst the "Worst" case scenarios (or best depending how you look at it), the problem is that you`ll simply not Know unless you peek.