[going no where]

well ive never been an alpha male and probably more submissive then I would like to admit to myself. Have I ever contemplated being feminine? Sure. I never took those thoughts too serious though. Mostly because I think I would look terrible ha ha. But yeah the brain rewiring kinda scares me because I do have strong desires to be a sissy at times. I guess its mind over matter. Maybe i'm purposely hiding something from myself. Dunno. By the way I said I "dont" cross dress, never have.