[Dana Mantra Eon]

Looks like you're in a world of hurt, and I'm sorry to hear that, Jannet. The first thought that came to my head is that you're doing this, so that so many people in the future won't have to. The more people like you transition, and the more accepting society becomes, the less relationships will be lost, and the less hardships future transgenders will have to face. You're paving the way, and that's heroic.