[breastman59]

Late to the party here but thought I would comment. I am one of the heterosexuals with kids the "woke" up one day and was gay....not really...had known for ever of my strong attraction to men...but where it gets interesting is that I can very easily think of myself as a woman in a sexual relationship....I can remember as far back 10 that I would go to sleep at night praying,pleading that I would wake up the next morning with breasts where they were supposed to be....since divorced 8 years ago has only gotten incredibly stronger...have tried pm several times..but chickened out.....that guy panics...then she takes over months to a year later and hits me upside the head...so I try again...he wimps out.....been ongoing for years like this.....now the gid is incredibly hard to deal with.....but the intersting thing is...I have never fully crossdressed....14 or 15 loved to put on my mothers stockings.....felt so good....felt as it should be, so thinking it was a bit more than crossdressing......talk about a messed up person huh???