05-01-2016, 12:49 PM
Wow!
What an interesting 3 weeks it`s been, I feel like a totally different person now!
I`v only been taking 1500mg of PM and 500mg of BO (ordered another 9 bottles of 1000mg PM).
by about day 4 there was a Very distinct "calm" and by the middle of week 2 all the noise had stopped, my anxiety had all vanished, I could think one thought at a time for the 1`st time ever!
I also feel more "locked" now, like there`s no longer 2 sides to me anymore, no "thinking to each other" if that makes any sense?
I seem to have dropped all the macho bullsh!t that I was doing almost daily without even thinking, I`m also considering Others now (not that I was selfish, this is in the little things).
my male libido is almost zero but seems to have been replaced by something else that I lack the words for, in fact there`s been several feelings that I have no words for and really struggle to put it across to my wife, but after a bit she gets it
there`s far too many changes to list in all honesty, none of them bad in any way `cept maybe a little testicular discomfort and no morning "self test" function, Although it still does work in that dept albeit somewhat modified
My CD has altered too, not the frequency, but taste in clothes, from how shall we say... Sluty to something far more Lady Like, in fact I ttok full advatage of a few January sales and doubled the size of my wardrobe!
I`ll probably get rid of some of the more Ultra-Fem stuff now to make room for the nicer things (I`m sure there`s gotta be Charity shops around Soho LOL).
My constant daily drinking has almost vanished too, in fact I`v started to ween myself off of it entirely as the desire/need to drink has just gone???
all in all it`s just Great to be Me for the first time Ever!
I`d love to know what the hell was wrong with me that this stuff had such a dramatic effect and cure on though?
so Huge thanks to BN and it`s members, without this place I may Never have discovered PM and BO, and ultimately my Cure!
xxx
What an interesting 3 weeks it`s been, I feel like a totally different person now!
I`v only been taking 1500mg of PM and 500mg of BO (ordered another 9 bottles of 1000mg PM).
by about day 4 there was a Very distinct "calm" and by the middle of week 2 all the noise had stopped, my anxiety had all vanished, I could think one thought at a time for the 1`st time ever!
I also feel more "locked" now, like there`s no longer 2 sides to me anymore, no "thinking to each other" if that makes any sense?
I seem to have dropped all the macho bullsh!t that I was doing almost daily without even thinking, I`m also considering Others now (not that I was selfish, this is in the little things).
my male libido is almost zero but seems to have been replaced by something else that I lack the words for, in fact there`s been several feelings that I have no words for and really struggle to put it across to my wife, but after a bit she gets it
there`s far too many changes to list in all honesty, none of them bad in any way `cept maybe a little testicular discomfort and no morning "self test" function, Although it still does work in that dept albeit somewhat modified
My CD has altered too, not the frequency, but taste in clothes, from how shall we say... Sluty to something far more Lady Like, in fact I ttok full advatage of a few January sales and doubled the size of my wardrobe!
I`ll probably get rid of some of the more Ultra-Fem stuff now to make room for the nicer things (I`m sure there`s gotta be Charity shops around Soho LOL).
My constant daily drinking has almost vanished too, in fact I`v started to ween myself off of it entirely as the desire/need to drink has just gone???
all in all it`s just Great to be Me for the first time Ever!
I`d love to know what the hell was wrong with me that this stuff had such a dramatic effect and cure on though?
so Huge thanks to BN and it`s members, without this place I may Never have discovered PM and BO, and ultimately my Cure!
xxx