[tanysquirrel]

I agree. I have a bf ( more like a boy-toy, when the regular toyd won't scratch that sexual itch ( no std jokes :p)

I just dont even seem interested in moving in with him...I have my own place and like it that way.
Though the romantic notion of being loved had crossed my mind many times, often times that independent, 'don't stiffle me' streak kicks in.

I love to cuddle, yet don't want to be smothered. I am just a complexity of terms..lol
Often best in my own company.

I suppose, most of all....I don't want to be ' owned'. I find most men to be domineering, yet I don't want to be with a pushover either. .....

:p. See? I am a hot mess of contradictions [/align]