[GamerGurl]

After my last post I cried myself to sleep. When I woke, my wife and I had a much calmer talk about it all. She now says "Whatever happens, happens." and we ended it on a long hug and an exchange of "I love you"s. I still suspect she's going to be a stone wall to me for a long while, but our relationship status remains unchanged. I thank you all here on BN for listening to my story and giving your thoughts and advice, you're a good group of people.