[kazooie]

Just read through this. I feel like a lot of what was said here definitely describes me and the idea that I'm into feminization as a fetish and not as a transgender person.

I've never actually gone through any real feminizing process, but I have memories dating back to early childhood where I would lay in bed, close my eyes and imagine my penis was turned into a vagina (and I even remember that it gave me an erection, though I had no idea what that was at the time since I was around 4).

I know this, I would be super happy if I could have a masculine upper body starting from above the waistline and a very feminine, curvy, soft and smooth body from the waistline down (with my penis in tact). Seems unlikely that I'll ever achieve that though