[ElainMoria]

I couldn't possibly imagine how to reconcile somehow being "sort of" trans but also not. If I am, underneath it all, I'd want to feminize my body. If not, I'd want it to be quite masculine. They seem like very distinct paths to me. Of course, yes, no one can decide but me. Just having trouble with how to make that decision. As it stands I'm still pretty set on trying the PM when it gets here. I hope it'll give me something. Apart from that, I'm still undecided. Thanks for your time, and perspective, Elain, I really appreciate it.

Gender Identity, like everything else in this universe, isn't strictly Male or Female. The spectrum ranges all the way from fully male to fully female and every point in between. So being 'on the edge' so to speak is well within the spectrum and it is perfectly fine if that is the case. Might drive you a little batty though.