[rachel-rache]

Wow you sound very similar to me, except I haven't actually tried any hormones yet.

I haven't been able to remotely find anyone like me until I read your post in regard to how as a kid I would be turned on by childhood cartoons involving transformation (e.g. Gargoyles, Animorphs, Goosebumps). I can write an essay about that topic

Your post makes me wonder if I would have the same feelings as during moments of guilt I would feel dead inside sometimes, or feel like it can really happen. How bad (if at all) are your moments of guilt after ejaculation?

I've been dying to know how my sexual drive, leanings, and level of gender dysphoria may change if I were on estrogen, and your post has given me a lot of insight as to what it may be.