[kerensa]

I know my problem is i try to look for answers rather than just enjoying what or who i am, buts thats just me, i feel at times as if i am not in control of my mind, one moment i am a right jack the lad bloke and then then next "she" moves in and completely takes over, god only knows how hard i try to fight her and just be a normal bloke, someone my wife and kids can be proud of, but the more i resist the harder it gets and the only way i can get rid of her is to give in and just go with the flow for a while until she moves out and he comes in again.

I guess anyone reading this is probably thinking i have totally lost my marbles, i wouldnt blame you cos sometimes i think the same, i just see me getting breasts as a way of forming a coalition between the two sides of me, hope im right or it will be too late to go back.

If someone is to believe that hormones can change someone mentally, then if i was to take a fix of testosterone could that possibly kill the "her" side of me off? wouldnt try it even if there was a chance as despite not being in control of that side of me, at times i love being it!! Confused.com or what guys??????