[Dynseli]

I think you need to work on how you feel, before money can help you. Firstly, don't feel guilty about eating. You need to eat to be healthy. Try to forget any guilt anyone made you feel that's associated with eating. If you can eat without getting rid of it, it's a start, but you have to keep it up. Try to get rid of any more unnecessary guilt or shame. Identify it as useless guilt or shame, then stop feeling bad about it. (Most of the negative feelings are probably useless, and not serving a purpose anyways). Shame is usually unnecessary, but guilt sometimes, not always, serves a purpose to stop someone from doing something they don't need to do. Guilt or shame associated with bulimia is always unnecessary.

I think you do need help, but you're misidentifying that you need comfort or some kind of help instead of money.