[FreyaAdam]

Hello ,

I am 31 M cross dresser closeted. My goal is to feminize my body in such a way that its easy to transition from male to female after work and back to male for work. 

I am seeking breast growth and bit of a hip growth. I already have a big butt. My measurements are 

39'' under bust
40.5'' over bust(big pec muscles and bit of a breast tissue confirmed by my doc)
41'' butt

I would like to go to 43" chest if possible with some defined boobs. i can wear binders if necessary for work.

Also, I would like to understand the ramifications of NBE on erection and emotional changes.

I would really appreciate your invaluable guidance.

I was also wondering how do you present in your day to day life. Is it very difficult to present as a male once you have the growth? Also, do you cross-dress? If yes, how does it impact your mannerism when you switch back and forth.

I have two children and a stable job. Ideally, I would like to switch back and forth i.e. when with kids or at work in male mode and when home alone then in CD mode.

I am just confused how it is going to impact my life forward and will be able to switch back and forth.

Sexually, I am just a bottom, so any loss of erections will not bother me at all.

Please advise on my conundrum

Appreciate any guidance before i begun my NBE journey.

Please describe the journey in pictures or words if possible. Highly appreciate your help

I am currently married but will be filling for divorce if decided to go this route.

I tried numerous times to be a straight man to my.wife but it's getting tougher n tougher as the time goes by.

Freya Adam
Freyaadam@yahoo.com