[jannet.duff]

Hi,

a small update from me. Live has been really good, since I decided to change and finally accept me for who I truly am.

Met some wonderful people in the selfhelp group and one person especially has been just amazing.
She is there and helps me with all the small and big steps that I'm taking.

I had days now were I was just me, Justine, for more than a few hours and I even went outside and experienced my first time as a girl in public. It was just exilirating (spelling correct?)
We went shopping, some nice shoes, a cute blouse and a sexy skirt.

Been having a couple of sessions with my therapist and she is also great.
And she is looking into me going on HRT.

I got some PM and been using it together with some spray on my chest area and my skin and my nipples have become so senstive, it's super exciting, but also a little distracting. There has definitly been a litlle growth and wow, it feels so good to have my own breast growing. :blush.

I feel so good and know I'm finally, finally on the right path.

Nothing is quite as exillerating as your first time out shopping. Strange as it may seem, I feel less conscious shopping dressed, than I do in drab. When dressed, it feels just right shopping for myself as Jannet. You may find that too.