[ElainMoria]

I am insanely nervous. Monday I go see my new PCP. She is knowledgeable about Transgender issues and care and I hope she will help me along my path. I'm struggling very hard with my GD even with the herbals I am now taking. I am reaching the end of my rope so to speak where it is concerned. I just can't stand to continue like this much longer. I look down at myself and I hate what I see. I hate everything about my male anatomy. I'm feeling like I am crumbling while trying desperately to hold on to the hope that this will soon be over and I can really start up the road that will lead me to me.

~E