[Blondie14]

My parents think gays should be murdered. It's not really a good idea to be open about this with them. they're pretty religious.

I come from a similar family, I suppose, although murder was out on account of the Bible sorta frowns on that too (in some situations).

Parents like that do one of two things when they find out their kid is gay: they make life rough for the kid, or they'll moderate their stance if they have the good sense to love their children. I reckon only you know which is the case in your home.

Here's the reality of the situation, though: you're still a kid, and your parents are still in charge. You're going to have to deal with that for a couple more years. It seems awful when you're young, but it goes by faster than you think... and years down the road, you'll probably look back and see it's not unwise to maintain a decent relationship with them anyway.

I'm ok with myself wright now I just don't want to turn into a man.

Well... guess what? You aren't going to "turn into" a man; you're going to grow up to be one. That's all there is to it. There's no magic here. It's called Life on Earth. Welcome to it.

What kind of man you grow up to be is, however, up to you.

Besides all that, though, I'd say you're worrying too much. At your age, you don't know where you are, where you're going, who you are, or pretty much anything at all. You don't know your own ass from the proverbial hole in the ground at this point.

I'm sure I'll get jumped on by other members for saying that, but they know well (even if they won't admit it) that they were once dumb know-nothing teenagers too, just like me.

I won't become a man if left alone. I am actually intersex not male I already specified that as a possibility. I'm also not gay. I think you misread my question. But it's ok.