03-09-2014, 01:26 AM
(long reply)
Big Dreamer: I have similar concerns and continue to wonder if I can have my male presentation and grow and enjoy small breasts, especially because my wife is against me revealing my transgenderism to anyone outside of our relationship. This makes sense because I just started a new company, still have a son and daughter at home in high school and my wife being a early years teacher has concerns about the impact on her career.
Background: I have been a crossdresser since my teens, I came out to my wife about 10 years ago (now 52) and only came out to myself and to my wife again as "transgendered" not just a crossdresser recently. Although most of my growth/fat accumulation has been unplanned (5 years plus of saw palmetto) and long time marijuana user.
This realization that I am transgendered or a crossdreamer hit me like a ton of bricks and I have been obsessed with NBE over the past 6 weeks. As I mentioned in other threads, I had a rough time of it with post-vasectomy chronic pain for over 8 years which resulted in 3 scrotal surgeries in the last 2 1/2 years. Final result is that I had one testicle removed two years ago and had a vasectomy reversal one year ago next month. Thankfully the pain is resolved and I feel great except that I have given up cycling which I still mourn the loss of.
I recently started massages which made a big difference and added (on purpose) FG and Red Clover and almost immediately noticed the increase in volume and the soreness/tingling was intense. My supportive wife gave me her blessing to enjoy what I have as long as I had not purposely planned the growth. Which was true at the time when I brought up my breast growth to her. But That said, I just finished a month trial on FG, RC and I doubled my SP to 1000mg. Now, I'm taking a break from the FG and RC to see what happens but have kept the SP and the massages. Which feel good because my breasts had gotten very sore. I have had more growth on the left but being right handed I am more muscular on the right.
It is the fear of the unknown that gives me pause. Also on another note, I can't figure out how many of the gals here and on other TG forums can underdress wearing bras without someone commenting or noticing.
Big Dreamer: I have similar concerns and continue to wonder if I can have my male presentation and grow and enjoy small breasts, especially because my wife is against me revealing my transgenderism to anyone outside of our relationship. This makes sense because I just started a new company, still have a son and daughter at home in high school and my wife being a early years teacher has concerns about the impact on her career.
Background: I have been a crossdresser since my teens, I came out to my wife about 10 years ago (now 52) and only came out to myself and to my wife again as "transgendered" not just a crossdresser recently. Although most of my growth/fat accumulation has been unplanned (5 years plus of saw palmetto) and long time marijuana user.
This realization that I am transgendered or a crossdreamer hit me like a ton of bricks and I have been obsessed with NBE over the past 6 weeks. As I mentioned in other threads, I had a rough time of it with post-vasectomy chronic pain for over 8 years which resulted in 3 scrotal surgeries in the last 2 1/2 years. Final result is that I had one testicle removed two years ago and had a vasectomy reversal one year ago next month. Thankfully the pain is resolved and I feel great except that I have given up cycling which I still mourn the loss of.
I recently started massages which made a big difference and added (on purpose) FG and Red Clover and almost immediately noticed the increase in volume and the soreness/tingling was intense. My supportive wife gave me her blessing to enjoy what I have as long as I had not purposely planned the growth. Which was true at the time when I brought up my breast growth to her. But That said, I just finished a month trial on FG, RC and I doubled my SP to 1000mg. Now, I'm taking a break from the FG and RC to see what happens but have kept the SP and the massages. Which feel good because my breasts had gotten very sore. I have had more growth on the left but being right handed I am more muscular on the right.
It is the fear of the unknown that gives me pause. Also on another note, I can't figure out how many of the gals here and on other TG forums can underdress wearing bras without someone commenting or noticing.