[SarahSchilling]

I started out over 2 years ago just wanting to grow boobs. I knew I was TG from an early age(as early as I can remember), but didn't think it was practical to transition.

At first, pm made me feel amazing...like I was seeing the world in color for the first time. It really made me a happier, more productive person. I thought I was going to be fine just taking it from then on, but after about 6-8 months I began to feel extremely upset by the prospect of having to pretend to be a guy for the rest of my life. Like why the fuck am I prepared to live like that? I'm going to regret it if I don't at least try to be who I've always truly been.

So yeah, now I live as a woman mostly. It's fun. I smile a lot.

Being somewhat passable makes things easier though, I'm sure. People say I'm an inspiration to them on here, and while this does take courage, I always think that there are people who need so much more of it to find their happiness.

I hope all of you find what you are looking for.

Exactly what that is depends more on the person than it does the herbs or drugs, but these substances can both calm and amplify existing feelings. Take nothing for granted!