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Something occurred to me the other day that frightened me quite a bit. I was standing in front of a full-length mirror after showering and I realized that my body (from the neck down) looks decidedly more female than male.

Hello Misty.

Yes, I've had similar experiences. When I'm wearing a t-shirt and I look down at my chest, I see a female chest, not a male one. I'm not so sure about my waist and hips, but I suspect female clothing tends to be a better fit for me than males items. I'm also not taking an anti-androgen or using phrama HRT. I've haven't been losing weight, but if I did, I suspect I would have similar results as you.

I don't think you're being paranoid in the slightest. I believe it's been discussed elsewhere, but I think using PM is a partial form of transitioning. Maybe having an androgynous appearance would be the ideal compromise for continuing your pm intake and not upsetting your personal circumstances? So long as you as you have a masculine voice and avoid having a feminine hairstyle or using makeup, do you think it's feasible to continue presenting as a male?