11-07-2014, 01:13 PM
Oh Sammie dearest, I am unbelievably ' over the moon ' for you , your happiness has a profound affect on mine too.
If you read Annie' s thread titled Urologist Appointment this too had a profound impact on me as do your posts. The impact is so strong that I have made a positive decision to proceed with my planned journey and re-instigate the cancelled appointments.
My DW will never understand or agree with my desires in a million years, do I just go along with occasional CD'ing and just be grateful for that thus letting my wife dictate and control my happiness?
I have, as some of you may know, been more than just unhappy sometimes manifesting into a minor depression. I have never realised just how powerful GID actually is, for those who are totally at ease and happy with their gender will be confused and not understand this pain. Although some are very sympathetic and accept it and even go as far as being supportive.
Sorry to high jack this thread with this diatribe about me , the message I am trying to get over is that you lovely ladies ( Sammie, Clara, Eva, Annie, Lotus, Janet and Sarah to name but a few) are so inspirational to all like me.
Annie, thank you sweetheart for taking the time in the small hours of this morning to post a reply on your thread, I feel much happier and has clarified many things for me.
Love and huge huge hugs to you all.
Heather XXX
If you read Annie' s thread titled Urologist Appointment this too had a profound impact on me as do your posts. The impact is so strong that I have made a positive decision to proceed with my planned journey and re-instigate the cancelled appointments.
My DW will never understand or agree with my desires in a million years, do I just go along with occasional CD'ing and just be grateful for that thus letting my wife dictate and control my happiness?
I have, as some of you may know, been more than just unhappy sometimes manifesting into a minor depression. I have never realised just how powerful GID actually is, for those who are totally at ease and happy with their gender will be confused and not understand this pain. Although some are very sympathetic and accept it and even go as far as being supportive.
Sorry to high jack this thread with this diatribe about me , the message I am trying to get over is that you lovely ladies ( Sammie, Clara, Eva, Annie, Lotus, Janet and Sarah to name but a few) are so inspirational to all like me.
Annie, thank you sweetheart for taking the time in the small hours of this morning to post a reply on your thread, I feel much happier and has clarified many things for me.
Love and huge huge hugs to you all.
Heather XXX