[andrea23]

I found this site about 2 years ago and I thought to myself omg I has found my home. I have had feeling for all my life and never understood them until a mistyped search brought this site up, and I thought wow this is me. I wanted to just grow breasts at first and after lurking for a wile I decided to try some herbs to grow them I started with fenugreek and saw palmento at first for about a year then I switched to pm for another year and started to get reasults. While on pm I was calmer and something inside just felt right like this was who I was supposed to be. When my pm ran out my panic attacks came back full force. I could not take it anymore and finally told my wife everything and started to see a physicologist and after many sessions it looks like I will be starting on estrogen to bring the female side in me out. What makes me sad with this thread is that eventhough I started my journey with herbs and am moving toward pharms with dr supervision I now feel unwelcome at this site. I don't know if that is what was ment by some of the post here but that is how it is taken. It seems that we all started this journey for one reason or another and we all expect to get to different points in transition is there not enough room here for all of us here wether we use herbs or pharms. I would hate to loose this site as you are all kindred spirits and I feel that this is home to me.