[undecided]

My physiologist has approached the idea of taking hormones to bring me to a more neutral gender she believes if i can get to a more neutral body i may feel better about myself and the high anxiety i am suffering may ease up a bit. My wife is worried that i will want to go all the way and fully transition however she seems willing for me to try for now. She is still thinking of leaving me as she said she does not want to hold me back. She is still unable to accept what is going on and does not want to see me dress as female. Still just taking one day at a time and hoping she will come around in time if the hormones work and balance my feelings out she may realize that this is a good thing.
Keeping fingers crossed.
Ps I just wish there was a support group near me where i could meet like minded people and talk face to face with about all that is going on with me as I find if i talk too much about it to my wife she shuts down and we have a couple of really bad days.

I`m still waiting to see my physiologist, but it sounds like your wife and mine are on the same play book, unfortunately. It scares the heck out of me to be honest, Sigh !!