13-06-2014, 08:45 PM
(This post was last modified: 13-06-2014, 08:51 PM by Miranda-nata-est.)
I rather hope, forlornly I am aware, that the growing pains will remain forever.
I still cannot get my head around the reason I am playing in the NBE field - I don't really want to lose my underlying masculine features - strength being the major one, yet I love the feminine characteristics I am developing more and more.
I rather think that, for me, the core driver might be the pleasure I get from the breast aches, the itchiness, the feeling of erect nipples against my shirt etc. It is probably a sexual gratification thing. Certainly after more than 12 months of being involved in NBE and nearly six months on roughly 1500 per day PM, the eroticism has only increased. It has changed dramatically from being a purely male penis oriented eroticism to a more overall sensitivity,
Yet, that said, whilst I love and adore breast and full body engendered highs, the absolute pinnacle high comes when the male and female orgasms occur simultaneously - which they still do.
This might seem to be wandering bit off topic, but not really ... I gave up PM for a 3 week period until 2 days ago. During that period, I found the breast/earlobe etc. erogenous zones which I had discovered had become less sensitive - like big time.
So, I sort of wonder if there will be a time when everything settles down and I no longer get the extreme highs I do now.
If that be the case, then I may well have to re-evaluate the reasons for doing this in the first place as my goal is not, as far as I know, to turn totally female.
M x
I still cannot get my head around the reason I am playing in the NBE field - I don't really want to lose my underlying masculine features - strength being the major one, yet I love the feminine characteristics I am developing more and more.
I rather think that, for me, the core driver might be the pleasure I get from the breast aches, the itchiness, the feeling of erect nipples against my shirt etc. It is probably a sexual gratification thing. Certainly after more than 12 months of being involved in NBE and nearly six months on roughly 1500 per day PM, the eroticism has only increased. It has changed dramatically from being a purely male penis oriented eroticism to a more overall sensitivity,
Yet, that said, whilst I love and adore breast and full body engendered highs, the absolute pinnacle high comes when the male and female orgasms occur simultaneously - which they still do.
This might seem to be wandering bit off topic, but not really ... I gave up PM for a 3 week period until 2 days ago. During that period, I found the breast/earlobe etc. erogenous zones which I had discovered had become less sensitive - like big time.
So, I sort of wonder if there will be a time when everything settles down and I no longer get the extreme highs I do now.
If that be the case, then I may well have to re-evaluate the reasons for doing this in the first place as my goal is not, as far as I know, to turn totally female.
M x