[MissC]

Maybe my conscious feeling or understanding of my gender-split personality is tied to an ongoing process of discovery.

While I suppose trying to empirically understand one's own brain is a worthwhile effort, it presents a moving target.

Every new thing we learn, every new piece of data, and every new conclusion we draw from that data, changes who we are. It changes our baselines, changes our semantics, and it changes the means by which we acquire further understanding.

I'm not the same person I was 10 years ago. I'm not even the same person I was 10 days ago.

I believe that once you realize that as you learn, so you must evolve, so you will not expend so much energy on trying to pin yourself down and put yourself in a box. It's fine to use boxes to move things from place to place, or for storage, but things left in boxes forever just take up space and become junk someday.

Who wants to live in a box?

It was Napoleon Hill in "Think and Grow Rich" who said "what the mind can conceive, the body can achieve." It really is just another (albeit in clever rhyme) way of saying the universal truth we call the Law of Attraction. We become what we set our minds to be. And if we don't like what we become, we can change again. And sometimes, if we're not fully and consciously in control of that process, we can become something we don't want to be.

When you learn the power you have, you must also learn wisdom in its application.