[andrea23]

Well my journey seems to have stopped for now my DW has made it clear that she is very upset about what is happening and is thinking about leaving. I will have to stop my journey if I have any chance to save my marriage if that is even possible after every thing she knows now.
Keeping fingers crossed.
Ps. I have appreciated all the help I got here and feel like this is the only forum where I can truly be me.
Thank you