11-04-2014, 12:56 AM
I'm not a fag, but I play one on t.v.. Oh! No, that's not right! Lol.
I'm not the LEAST bit gay, though I'd MUCH prefer to BE a girl than to be with one. Even if I was a girl, I'd most likely go after other girls. So far, I've only ever seen two guys over the past 20-some tears that I MIGHT find attractive if I was to swing that way.
I, too, got my cherry popped in my MID 20's. She was 18 and married and had a kid!! Like Annie, I've never had a clue how to get girls and if they want me, they pretty much HAVE to come after ME! Almost any time I've tried chasing them, I've lost out MISERABLY!! At best, they allow me to be a casual friend or their emotional tampon.
I've NEVER been able to understand why they'll go after total assholes instead of a nice, caring, loving guy like me, then they come to me when he hurts them. I tell them they should leave him, they eventually do, then either go BACK to him and get hurt AGAIN, or fall for ANOTHER asshole!!
So far, I guess I'll never have a REAL girlfriend!! I've had three girlfriends, but none were what I'd consider real. The first used me to make another guy jealous, the 2nd, the following year, was my best friend and my guitarist's girlfriend, but was on the verge of another nervous breakdown after he left her, but I had NO clue that's what was happening to her when she had sex with me. A week later she was so far gone she had to go to a psych hospital for 6 months!! My third, 8 years later looked like the real thing, but, after 4 years, she stopped sex completely, then, a few years later she started cheating on me!! I wasted 10 years of my life with THAT one!! I GUESS I should've dumped her after she sealed off her crotch to me, but we were so much in love, I was hoping she'd eventually loosen back up again! Yeah, she did, just not to ME!!
I'm not the LEAST bit gay, though I'd MUCH prefer to BE a girl than to be with one. Even if I was a girl, I'd most likely go after other girls. So far, I've only ever seen two guys over the past 20-some tears that I MIGHT find attractive if I was to swing that way.
I, too, got my cherry popped in my MID 20's. She was 18 and married and had a kid!! Like Annie, I've never had a clue how to get girls and if they want me, they pretty much HAVE to come after ME! Almost any time I've tried chasing them, I've lost out MISERABLY!! At best, they allow me to be a casual friend or their emotional tampon.
I've NEVER been able to understand why they'll go after total assholes instead of a nice, caring, loving guy like me, then they come to me when he hurts them. I tell them they should leave him, they eventually do, then either go BACK to him and get hurt AGAIN, or fall for ANOTHER asshole!!
So far, I guess I'll never have a REAL girlfriend!! I've had three girlfriends, but none were what I'd consider real. The first used me to make another guy jealous, the 2nd, the following year, was my best friend and my guitarist's girlfriend, but was on the verge of another nervous breakdown after he left her, but I had NO clue that's what was happening to her when she had sex with me. A week later she was so far gone she had to go to a psych hospital for 6 months!! My third, 8 years later looked like the real thing, but, after 4 years, she stopped sex completely, then, a few years later she started cheating on me!! I wasted 10 years of my life with THAT one!! I GUESS I should've dumped her after she sealed off her crotch to me, but we were so much in love, I was hoping she'd eventually loosen back up again! Yeah, she did, just not to ME!!