10-04-2014, 11:51 PM
My situation regarding withdrawals is somewhat relevant, but complicated by many factors. In three and a half years of serious PM use, I took not one break. This changed in January with a short one week break during which time I am sure I really experienced no change at all. However, my program was broadened to include estradiol about six weeks ago.
And then, about a week and a half ago, it (my program) was altered again by a reduction in PM from some 3500mgs daily to zero for a few days, and then back to roughly 1500mgs daily at which it currently stands, but with the addition, on recommendation of my doctor, and on an experimental basis, to include a small amount of synthetic T.
My current feelings, after about a week and a half, are I think, worth noting, though it should also be observed that subjective feelings in these matters do not exist in a vacuum, and are obviously affected to a degree by other occurrences in my life.
I find my "pink fog" lifting somewhat, along with the preoccupations and feelings of euphoria that surround it. My libido, which indeed began to stir, even if ever so slightly, while I was dosing with T but forgoing all PM, has relaxed once more into total dormancy. And I am experiencing a return of many mental feelings I do not no how to properly describe but must, in that failure, describe only as feelings of somewhat forgotten masculinity.
I confess I find this disconcerting.
More about this where it rightfully belongs on my program page.
And then, about a week and a half ago, it (my program) was altered again by a reduction in PM from some 3500mgs daily to zero for a few days, and then back to roughly 1500mgs daily at which it currently stands, but with the addition, on recommendation of my doctor, and on an experimental basis, to include a small amount of synthetic T.
My current feelings, after about a week and a half, are I think, worth noting, though it should also be observed that subjective feelings in these matters do not exist in a vacuum, and are obviously affected to a degree by other occurrences in my life.
I find my "pink fog" lifting somewhat, along with the preoccupations and feelings of euphoria that surround it. My libido, which indeed began to stir, even if ever so slightly, while I was dosing with T but forgoing all PM, has relaxed once more into total dormancy. And I am experiencing a return of many mental feelings I do not no how to properly describe but must, in that failure, describe only as feelings of somewhat forgotten masculinity.
I confess I find this disconcerting.
More about this where it rightfully belongs on my program page.