[Misty0732]

Huh, that's interesting. Those feeling have never gone away for me despite all that I take. My wife and I went shopping Friday evening looking for clothes that express my feminine side ie. male section but with female flare or female section but tom boyish. I came home depressed, full of envy of the female physique, the wide array of clothing they get to choose from and the fact that I'll probably never be able to look even "pretty good" compared to genetic females. It's always been that way for me and I'm afraid no amount of PM, spearmint, SP or pharma estrogen will overpower that.

Hi Kari,

You seem to be further down the TG scale than I am. PM removes the GD completely, at least as long as I don't take too much. If I overdo the dose than the GD ramps up considerably.

I know that you, like me, have a family and full transition isn't an easy option. For me I can say that's OK, but your path may be different.

I also know you are a person of faith (the same faith as me). I will remember you in my prayers.

Be strong, and know that you can always count on me (and others in this forum) to be an understanding ear for you in world that doesn't yet "get" any of this...

Misty