[flamesabers]

Samantha,

Thank you for your post. I'm starting to wonder if I rename this thread to"flamesabers's crisis" something.

Like you, I also have stated a full transition was never a goal for me. I agree that most of us (myself included) have other motives for taking NBE herbs than just growing breasts: brain rewiring, a more feminine buttocks, reduction of libidio, and less body/facial hair to name a few.

I did some more running tonight and I can feel my stamina is coming back to me. I'm even able to get a "runner's high!"

Even though I've abstained from NBE herbs for nearly two weeks, my feminine mentality is still very present.

For instance, when I was doing some shopping today, I briefly overhead an exchange between a wife and husband. They were shopping in the kitchenware aisle. I'll paraphrase what was said:

Wife: Honey, which ones do you think we should get? I like the pink ones.

Husband: Get the cheapest ones. Pretty ain't cheap.

To top it off, he said this in front of their two kids. Maybe it's just me, but he sounded like a real jerk!

On a more positive note, I recently found a youtube blogger who I think is very charming and amusing. She's good looking, but instead of lusting for her, I'm envious of her long hair and pretty face. I think it's safe to say even without the benefit of pm, I'll still have some feminine leanings in certain aspects of my personality.