[GoneGirl]

I've been pummeling my testosterone levels for a while, but now I have an obvious need for some of the benefits testosterone affords. I feel as though to truly raise my level of physical fitness, I have to embrace the primal aspects of my masculine biology. Doing this of course will put my NBE on hold at the very least.

Flame, I can't help feeling that we are going to lose you. I hope not, honey.

Is there more going on here than we know? How long do you anticipate staying off PM?

Sorry if I'm being a bit too nosy.

I wish you only good things.

Clara