[flamesabers]

Flamesabers,
Don't you dare leave us! I'd hate to see you get all hopped up on testosterone and go AWAL.

Maybe I've just been having a bad day, but this evening I've been feeling frustrated and angry with myself. My temper has reawakened. Going cold turkey might just be a coincidence. Or perhaps not.

I'm tempted to go back on pm, but then I also feel compelled to continue with this experiment. In a strange way, I think it's too important to get back into shape to give up on it now. I also think I can use these negative emotions for a good cause: refocusing myself to better myself and fulfill my ambitions.

Am I turning to the dark side? I don't know.

Flame,
Good luck with your experiment I know the effects are diffrent for everyone.

Thank you Connie.