[JennyGenesis]

Reading through what I have written I noticed I have left a lot out about me. I was born male (duh). I am not attracted to guys. I am attracted to females. But. That doesn't matter where my mom is concerned. If I tell her about my TG status it won't matter. Whatever flavor of being I bring home I'll be "gay" in her eyes.

I can remember one time she came home from work and caught me wearing my sisters dress. She asked me what I was doing. I said I wanted to try it on. No big deal, I was left alone about it.

We had a babysitter and I used to sneak into the house. I thought I was alone when she walked in.

Maybe a few days later I had an issue with a neighbor and didn't understand slang at this age so I called her a faggot (I meant fucking bitch, now that I know better, but I was young, maybe 5 or 6
years old). Mom said, "Oh she's the faggot? You're the one who was wearing a dress".
She smacked me and I ran in my room. I cried of course. I realize this now but didn't back then... my "comfort" clothing was a pair of spandex shorts and an oversized t shirt and I wore this daily to bed. I doubt now if I told mom she would even put 2 and 2 together.

I can keep going but I'm getting sleepy. Long day.