[Samantha Rogers]

Look I freak about relationships because I do not want to lie to them about who I am. I can't come out. I have found some peace on NBE. I have a good job people are always trying to get me to join their church so they can then work on marrying me off, and they tell me that. I don't have a problem with church it is all the stuff that comes along with it. I do not think that I'm going to come out to anyone unless there are clear signal it is going to be Ok. My lesbian friend I think suspects something about me because of me shaving my arms and legs, and she has also commented on how I smell. Sue me I use girls body wash and deodorant. I do not think that it it is noticeable.

Honey, we are just having a little fun. Sorry. I know it can seem like a pretty serious deal. No one here is judging you at all. Lots of us are closeted or only out to a spouse. It is a tough place to be and no one means to belittle that. Sometimes though the best defense against pain is laughter.
How tough would it be to hide everything?
But even seriously speaking, I still the the lesbian is the better bet.