[myboobs]

Look I freak about relationships because I do not want to lie to them about who I am. I can't come out. I have found some peace on NBE. I have a good job people are always trying to get me to join their church so they can then work on marrying me off, and they tell me that. I don't have a problem with church it is all the stuff that comes along with it. I do not think that I'm going to come out to anyone unless there are clear signal it is going to be Ok. My lesbian friend I think suspects something about me because of me shaving my arms and legs, and she has also commented on how I smell. Sue me I use girls body wash and deodorant. I do not think that it it is noticeable.

I would say go for the lesbian , as she is more likely to understand you.