20-02-2014, 03:51 AM
I have had periods when transition consumed my thoughts (I mean REALLY consumed them), but like many here I have way too much that I would certainly lose should I go in that direction.
The PM definitely keeps the dysphoria at bay (at least for now). It's not that it makes me feel masculine, more that it makes me feel neutral (androgynous, I guess). But I don't feel the very strong desire to dress and express myself as female.
I'm not sure where that puts me, but I feel comfortable with myself for the first time in my life. And I know that I am a better husband, father, employee, friend, or "whatever" (you name it), the list goes on and on, than I was before. Testosterone is simply toxic to me.
Lenneth, I always enjoy reading your insights and I feel for your struggle. I hope that I can contribute to you in a positive way, as many others do, on this forum.
Best,
Misty
The PM definitely keeps the dysphoria at bay (at least for now). It's not that it makes me feel masculine, more that it makes me feel neutral (androgynous, I guess). But I don't feel the very strong desire to dress and express myself as female.
I'm not sure where that puts me, but I feel comfortable with myself for the first time in my life. And I know that I am a better husband, father, employee, friend, or "whatever" (you name it), the list goes on and on, than I was before. Testosterone is simply toxic to me.
Lenneth, I always enjoy reading your insights and I feel for your struggle. I hope that I can contribute to you in a positive way, as many others do, on this forum.
Best,
Misty